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this summer has been.. well.. i dont even know what to call it.. amazing doesnt seem fitting. the opportunities given to me were unreal. working at the law firm opened up my eyes and inspired me that much more to go through with this desire to go to law school. camp was crazy.. of course.. it always is.

then there was greece. which basically there are no words to explain it. i was home again. there are too many stories .. wouldnt even begin to be fitting for a lj entry.

then there was g. this was probably the most significant part of my summer. for the first time everything was right. i was happy. beyond happy. happy didnt describe it. i let my guard down and i took the chance everyone told me not to take and it was one of the best decisions that i have ever made. i grew up. i learnt a lot. i learnt to believe in me. so for that .. i thank you.

these past 2 weeks back have been .. hmm.. whats the word... intense. ive had the best days and ive experienced the worst. but ive had ppl there for me every step of the way. last night i didnt go out cas i was all splotchy. meetes came over to sit with me for a bit and just to give me a hug:) pete let me cry on her. ali brought me kleenex. ellen made us potatoes :) haha. things are different and adjusting is a bitch. but its going to be a good year no matter what cas its what u make of it. its hard as hell somedays.. reminders that make me crack automatically (there we go crying has commenced - fuck) hahaha. this is like those emo entries i used to write.. i love it. the point is everything always works itself out and im excited to see what this year brings me.

next weekend is homecoming.. i think about where i was last year this time and where i am now and it scares me how much has changed.

today is going to be a good day.
goodmorning kids.. go do something fun and spontaneous today.. u wont regret it.. well.. maybe haha

-gface

ps. meen- phone date.

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MCGILL BITCH! MONTREAL DOESNT WANT YOU.

come home now. we'll watch ghandi and stuff. seriously tho.. how long are u staying there for? cas u keep saying ur coming home. and ur not. so in conclusion.. get ur ass over to toronto or i'll tell electric circus to fire you..

on a seperate note.. i thought i couldnt top last summer. but i am doing just that.
im awesome.

ayd party soon? good. thats what i thought.

and well.. it was a happy day for everyone ( love you )

today.. i thought about a lot of stuff
so much has happened in one year
the things that i have cried over and the inside jks that have been made to live on forever..
its been one of the most emotionally and academically demanding years of my life and its been incredible

2 more weeks and then were back
wow. time. crazy.

im trying to think of how next year this time im gonna be saying the same thing..
how so many things have changed.
weird.

Current Location:	rez
Current Mood:	contemplative
Current Music:	zero percent interest - jason mraz

i REALLY like coreys idea of documenting each day with a picture.. i dont have a digi with me.. but if i did.. id be all over that too

last night was fun.. i needed that

bring on stauffer. mha.

so much more to memorize.

holy shit.

i havent studied since 5 earlier tonight
i have been on msn

je suis screwed.

oh.. best story ever. so i had breakfast and then nothing the rest of the day except coffee.. and i come home and im shaking.. like i cant control it.. and i feel like im gonna throw up.. so the girls made me funnel water..

its on video. ask me for it. im a tool. u'll laugh.

BACK TO SOCIOLOGY OF DEVIANT BEHAVIOUR WOOOOOHHOOOOO .. as if i care about the 3 catagories of suicide durkeim came up with.. which ps. they are egoistic, altruistic, and anomic GO ME tee hee hee

[insert loud laughs]

.. its beginning.. my breakdown that is.
the honey did it for me. i laughed and cried at the same time.
i will be very surprised if i get through the next 24 hrs.
but how many times have i said that...

"YOU'RE NOT THE FIRST ONE TO WRITE AN EXAM! SHUT UP! .... HAHAHAHA YOU SAT IN HONEY."
- gillian. hhahaha. i love you.

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thats right.. i went there.

Current Location:	my effing room in watts hall
Current Mood:	aggravated
Current Music:	meant to live - switchfoot

this weekend.. has been full of interesting events.
friday was dinos birthday.. after i finally arrived 3 hrs after dee, we went home and did nothing, which was fine and still fun. we figured we'd celebrate on the saturday night aka last night. so we watched fear of clowns, mindy came over for a bit..the night didnt turn out bad at all.. my sister also made a jam cake.. which was interesting..

so saturday turned out to be a little more jam packed.. after smacking dee on the head to wake him up from his deep slumber, we raced to get ready for this mother of a day.. catherine got dropped off at my house and on we went.. on our adventure to find this confrence.. after many a u-turns we find the place.. see leeks (her 19th birthday) and vancouver chris and ottawa frank... and we have a good time.. it was a productive day.. made me want to go back to greek camp a lot.. just a lot of fun..

so after the confrence we try to go as quickly as possible to the danforth (ps. i dont drive on hwys.. nor have i ever driven anywhere as far as the danforth by myself.. so we sang spice girls, bsb, and nsync super loud in the car.. finally got to the danforth.. to realize we are an hr early and there was no reason for me to have been speeding. jerks.

so we hung out .. went shopping.. i got my mom the new plutarxos cd from 'greek city' and she oohhed and awwwed when i gave it to her... eventually we went to mezes.. awesome food. dino and i are fat. that is all there is about it. we are fat. then we went to johns where he beer pressured.. and we had "uncomfortable sex talks" ..frank came home and this is where the night began..

so we were going to MINK nightclub for our friends 19th birthday.. so dino and i are flipping cas we dont know if were going to get in.. so we were given wrong directions and we were driving around toronto forever.. finally get there and there is a line up across the whole block.. so were like wtf.. so we go up to the bouncer and say.. hey were on the guestlist and he tells us guest list shut down like a half hr ago .. so the guy goes.. dont go wait in line.. wait here.. so he puts us beside him.. nick comes out and goes. theyre with us.. so theyre like.. alright.. so we skip the line.. THEY DONT CARD US.. and it was amaaazziimnnggggg...

anyway.. we danced.. and it was fun..
so frank dino and i booked it to the car after.. cas we left our coats in the car.. and against my will went to mcdonalds..

then i took the dvp even tho i wasnt supposed to.. which was fun.. but stressful when i found myself going to newmarket for new reason.. then dino got mad cas i almost cried.. we EXITed on the next exit.. got myself back on track..
to end it off.. when dino and i got home we went straight to bed and i didnt wake up till now.. anad its almost 1..

so in conclusion it was an amazing weekend in TO... im going to miss dino soooo much.. and now school begins again..
oh well.. TOGA PARTYYY to look forward to this friday. waattapp.

Current Mood:	tired
Current Music:	my number one - elena paparizou

i was really excited to come back.. but now that i am.. i kinda just want school to finish. im just... over it.. i guess. things just get really fucked up really quickly.
it really scares me when i have really good days.. cas i just know that theyre going to end with something shitty.. and they always do.. and that goes for anything.. if ever anything good happens.. it ends with the blink of an eye. so today.. im grateful for the normalness and not so amazingness of how my day went. cas that means theres not something shitty awaiting me.

i have a lab meeting at 8
i have a confrence call at 9
going to the gym at 9:30

im exhausted.. but i cant bring myself to sleep. i really want jordan to come home. i really missed him. u know when u just dont want to talk to anyone? i dont even have the energy to sit and have conversations with people anymore. just do what i gotta do and get the fuck out.

yes im being emo.
no i dont care.
just want to sleep and have all the bullshit go away.

for the next 4 weeks.. nothing but school, stauffer, gym, food and sleep. thats my plan. cas i dont have the energy to do anything else.

and so in conclusion i bid you all one huge MHA.

Current Mood:	bouncy
Current Music:	stickwitu - pussycat dolls

"hey emo
stop being so emo"

fiiinnneeeee

Current Mood:	distressed
Current Music:	to fylaxto - giorgos lebesis (greek shizznat)